MY LIFE...

My life came to a still..
never dreamt if i'd be like this..
when this was what meant for me, 
then why she made me like this......
She knew i was just for her happiness.
for her i put myself in every mess...
And in the end when she left me,
She gave me so many wounds to bless.....
I never forced her to stay,
that doesn't meant my feelings were to play..
and the reason she gave me in the end...
left my whole life just to sway....
I was sailing over a desolate sea,
to a lonely place i wanted to flee....
My thoughts were with me and i nowhere,
it was just god to listen to my plea....
He gave me a reason to live, 
he gave me reason for smiles...
it was just you, n just you...
for whom i returned from miles....
I'll be for you, just for you all....
I have made a promise, till my last breath fall...
will not be able to see you in place of me..
and the experiences I past..
and thats why i fear for you..
n will do it till I last...........