Enlightening the so called "SELF"..

I looked down on my old new side..
on the illuminating darkness which I try to hide...
I searched myself with an open mind,
I went forward but still was behind...
Met those dreams, the dreams set like dew drops over my achievements..
passed through emotions, the emotions that make my life..
searched the reasons, the reasons for my despair..the reason for that darkness..
re-established all my hopes, those hopes that are most closest to me..
And in the end, what I found was that I was missing ME....